Scared

There is a silent scream inside me
Asking me to return to the smiles
The haunting past talks to me
And makes the present a disguise
They are at war snatching my peace
Which one is better, I know not
But for sure the past beckons
A gust of memories pass by
Its too much to do for not much
I am happy but I am not content
For logic doesn't go by emotions
I wish I was a rock and felt nothing
I wish I was drugged til I died
I wish I knew and owed nobody
I want to break free, breathe fresh
And end all that I think is unjust.
How long shall I carry the load?
And how long shall I be silent
'Coz the scream is louder everyday.

Fix Me

When you try your worst, but you succeed
When you don't get what you want, but what you need
When you aren't tired, but you can sleep
Not stuck at all

And the smiles are always seen on your face
When you get something you can always replace
When you hate someone but it never goes to waste
Could it be better?

Lights won't guide you home
Neither ignite your bones
And you shall try to fix me.



The reverse of "Fix You" by Coldplay

Stoned by Stones

Silently she walked, leading the crowd

In her black shroud she was weeping

She knew the rules and she knew the death 

But the embarrassing pain she knew of not.

Tot-tot, tot-tot as the stones murmured

With every sound, bringing her to reality

Never had she seen multiple murderers

They are silent but their eyes ready to kill.

Tarat tarat tarat tarat, the stones screamed

Approaching the silence one last time

The women sympathized, shared the tears

The men just acting in the name of God.

Innocence, as every part of her soul pleads

Meets prejudice and hatred but no love

And as the men gather, final talks are done

Children practiced their aim, ignorant.

One last time she would be embraced

No human but the matter itself

As she lay half buried, head held high

No more sorrow, only anger she shows.

Men older and men younger, both blind

Her own father and her own sons, all deaf

Her comrades few, her daughters, all dumb

And she above all wished to feel nothing.

Slowly and steadily the stones struck

She could hold no more, she screamed

She wished the end but alas! she was alive

And she surrendered to the cold death.

inspired by "The Stoning of Soraya M."